Hi All,

I will not be reading or posting in my journal for a short while as there seems to be way too much happening that I would not like to get involved with or even know about at the moment.

Most of it seems unnecessary and should have been resolved in a far better fashion. Things have blown totally out of proportion and it is clear what is going on after the last few posts of the day.

I will still be reading most of my friends journals’ where I see fit and will still be active 100% of the time in the communities that I have joined.

I will thus continue my journal writing in the old fashioned way of pen and paper.

Once the issues have been resolved and everyone is back to posting as they should, I will come back online and start posting from my paper journal.

So in latest news jeepers5481 and I have fallen in love.

Sad though is that we are like thousands and thousands and thousands of miles apart.

*Le sigh* - the time zone difference is also a bitch at the moment.

Anyways thats all for now.

Welcome to the Johannesburg metropolitan Police department, for a life threatening emergency please press 1 now. (Serious voice) – for your drivers license or related queries please press (4) – (happy voice) – to speak to an operator please press 7 (annoyed voice). *presses 7* - please hold. *ring ring* Welcome to the Johannesburg metropolitan Police department, for a life threatening emergency please press 1 now. (Serious voice) – for your drivers license or related queries please press (4) – (happy voice) – to speak to an operator please press 7 (annoyed voice). *Presses 4* - please hold, Beep beep beep - damnit! Redials number - Welcome to the Johannesburg metropolitan Police department, for a life threatening emergency please press 1 now. (Serious voice) – for your drivers license or related queries please press (4) – (happy voice) – to speak to an operator please press 7 (annoyed voice). *presses 1* - Please hold - the mailbox number #### is full and cannot take any further messages at this time. Please hold. Welcome to the Johannesburg metropolitan Police department, for a life threatening emergency please press 1 now. (Serious voice) – for your drivers license or related queries please press (4) – (happy voice) – to speak to an operator please press 7 (annoyed voice). *hangs up*.

God you got to love goverment offices!!

After staying with Philip for 6 years, he finally decided to pack up, buy a new place and go and experience life on his own.

He was an amasing roommate. We got along so well that we never actually fought in the 6 years I have come to know him.
Me being gay never did bother him at all. He was a close friend and like a brother to me. I am sad to see him leave, but also happy that he finally decided to get a place of his own. There is no point in spending all that money on rent if you can afford to buy your own place and pay all that money into your own bond.

At least after meeting his girlfriend over a year ago, I have been seeing less of him and he was almost never around on weekends anymore. Think I will convert his room into my computer room now. My apartment always did seem a bit cluttered with all the stuff I own.

Been going through some old photos and I happen to stumble onto this one. bishopza and I on our "day off" sitting on his porch having a whiskey.



I could really do with one of those days again. So decided, tonight I am hitting the pub with some work colleagues and having some frozen margarita’s till I pass out.

*nicked from eikichi_onizuka*

Ask me a question about each of the following:

1. Friends.
2. Sex.
3. Music.
4. Drugs.
5. Love.
6. Livejournal.

No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.
Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!

OMG I love this boy. Yummy... What more is there to say?

*Le SIGH*

Happy Birthday wench melancthe. Hope you have a wicked day today.

I was busy sitting at my desk wondering about how much I am going to enjoy playing online games tonight, City of Villains, when I suddenly wondered why I haven’t looked at the new Dungeons and Dragons Online game yet. I heard its release date was for about Feb this year so decided to stop by the site (www.ddo.com) and check out some of the screen shots. I accidentally clicked on the order button only to realise that I actually already had my credit card in hand. So much for accident – well needless to say I ordered the special edition DVD set of it and will now have to wait for it to ship. Bad me. I did not even read any of the reviews.

Had a dream (two nights ago) about me driving around on a little scooter to work and back (yea I know I am weird).

It made me think about how easy it would be to travel to work and missing all of the traffic. I stay +- 5 km from the office and it takes us 30 minutes to get to work and back home with a car. So I decided to go and do some on-line window shopping and currently I am thinking of getting a new Vespa. Probably the LX 150 in Dragon Red. I R gonna look so sexy on it with my piss-pot helmet and aviator goggles. (haha)

Spoke to my mom and like all moms she is worried.
Mom said I should give it more thought, but when I set my mind to something, I am basically set on it.
I got the step-dad’s approval as he used to be a biker before we met him.
My sister also thinks it is a cool idea.

Subject File:

Subject's Name - Lafras
Subject's Job - Neo-Terrorist and Technology-Investigator
Special Organization – THE W.E.N.C.H.E.S
Age – Twenty-Eight

Biometrics:

Height - 6'1"
Eye Color - Brown
Hair Color - Dark Brown, messy and untrained.
Always errantly falling.
Race - Meat Popsicle

Notes:

Special Training - Online Game Mastery; Software Programming
Favorite Clothing - Comfortable, but fitting blue branded jeans with any form of T-shirt, with no distinguishable markings.

Case File:

He underwent extreme mental and physical conditioning from birth which was mainly the cause for him to take part in a series of monolithic terrorist activities for The W.E.N.C.H.E.S, most utilizing his skill in “demolitions”. A skill he took to with pleasure.

Subject's Personality - Lafras has been taught to keep things repressed and bottled up. Wild emotions are not complex fit for a superior strain.

He has some mental conditions, but has been taking medicine to help him sleep at night. Not much of a talker either.

Likes - Playing of Online games and alone time spent in the darker nooks of gritty bars and repressing sado-masochistic urges.

Dislikes - Loud, naive and cocky people.

Whenever a new guy joins the company, all the woman seem to band together on that day to discuss whether he is cute or not. A guy is usually able to pick up on this, but as with any male in any new territory, he still feels uncomfortable and needs to find his way around before he can finally settle in.

It is that after spying on him for a day, that the girls all decide that he has to be gay just because he hasn’t made eye contact yet. It somehow then falls to me to start snooping around and find out if this guy has any “gayness” (as they put it) about him.

Well I kind of learnt by now that whenever a new guy joins our company that I go to a specific group of girls and start spreading little rumors to them that he might have some “gay” qualities. The result – they leave him alone for the first month and he actually gets a chance to settle in and I am left in peace as well.

Well it seems some of the girls finally started to pick up on my little trick and today they pulled it on me – they told me that they suspected a new guy of being gay (like it is some kind of a sin). Now this guy (whose name I don’t know yet), actually fits the bill quite well. He is about a 7 out of 10 on my shag-able scale though and because of that i am forced to wonder if he is or not.

Today in the kitchen we were the only ones around and we made eye contact for almost half a minute and we both started smiling. Ok so I flirted and he might have as well – but he might think me a freak and just smiled to get rid of me or he is just a friendly guy. We kept on looking whether the other was looking and smiled whenever we got caught. Well that was me anyway. He did smile whenever I did though :)

Problem – ARGH!! He is kind of cute and now I won’t stop thinking about it until I know for sure. I have been down this path before and I don’t like it – it all leads to me ending up all depressed and feeling sorry for myself cause I couldn’t bed the guy… Well anyway I will start making my presence known by letting some of the girls drop hints about me batting for the wrong team and who knows maybe this could be the guy I was waiting for.